
This is the new me... still an enigma, but way more Andie

So, I have to say that since I got home from my mission, I haven't felt much like me. I think I have been very much "under construction." But in the last few months, I have really been feeling like I have been able to reconcile the Post mission Andrea, and feel much more comfortable in my own skin. That by no means that I am done with the construction, I am constantly learning, growing, changing and improving. I make tons of mistakes, but I am rolling with life and learning how to be happy. I really love it!
I had a conversation with a good friend recently, and she commented that she thought I had been quite a bit more happy. I feel like life is just really, really good! The Lord really loves me, and is sending me challenges, but He is really teaching me how to deal with them!!! I want to share with you the silly little things I have been able to reconcile that have dispersed the inner conflict and made me way more me...
Music... I have finally gotten myself back into popular music. I have many new loves... Taylor Swift, Death Cab for Cutie, Dashboard, All American Rejects, The Fray, Sara Evans, and so many more! I love playlist.com! The music on my blog is the soundtrack for my life- I update it all the time!
Friends! I have a fun group of friends, mostly from my ward that I play with all the time! I feel like I belong in a group of single people again! In addition, I think I have finally become comfy with my single status amongst the girls from High School. They are all married and having fun, having babies, and I am totally not, but I have a great life! I love playing with them, despite the incongruences in our current lives! I have wonderful friends who love me! Thanks, guys!
Professional life- Nursing or BUST! I have finally begun to fulfill my dream of becoming a nurse. School has been brutal, but I am getting so very close, and while I have so much to learn, I am finding so much joy in my professional development! I am happy doing the work I am doing! This is an amazing feeling! I love nursing!!
Playing! I have finally relaxed enough to just play! I love to run, hike, waterski, see movies, play games and be adventurous. Admittedly life has hurt so much in the last few years I have been more timid in this area (Me, timid? hardly, I know!) and I think I have recently been coming out of it... giving the hurt to the Lord and just continuing to be happy! I think that the Adventurous Andrea is way more fun!
Dating... the Adventurous Andrea is way more apt to date! It has actually been quite fun! Not really what I would term "successful," but fun nonetheless! And interestingly enough, I have no real desire to date, so it has to be fun for me to do it!! I know that sounds backwards, but that is how it has been!
Summer has helped immensely. I LOVE SUMMER!! I feel so free and ready fro life when I can just sit outside on a warm summer night and gaze at the stars!!
And, now that Andrea is back to her old self, she is so HAPPY!! Yay for life, yay for everything!!